It
has been haunting me for a long time now. It wakes me from my sleep
and keeps biting me when I'm awake. It leaves me unable to think
clearly, like drink would after a night in the pub with friends.
Images that keep repeating before my mind, whether I'm asleep or
awake.
Not
that dreams bother me much; I've dreamt before and will dream again
and I could always let them go rather easily. Not this one though.
Strange in origin, it was one that I could swear was not mine, yet
I'm featuring in it and I also know the other participants. Maybe a
strong fantasy keeps it alive, or just a lack of what I need - I
simply don’t know. The images I keep seeing make me blush and
wonder. Whose dream is it? Why do I see it now? What is its meaning?
No
matter how it’s biting me or making me wonder, I keep in mind that
it’s still a dream and nothing more than that. It is one that I
dream when I'm awake and when I'm asleep. The biggest question for me
would be, "Do the other participants in this dream dream the
same? Would they feel the same things I do while watching this
dream?" No matter what the case may be, for me the thoughts of
this dream make something stir in my stomach. Things that could have
been, or fantasies.
But
in the end only one thing really matters. It's only a dream.
